Ah!! Very sian.. nothing to do.. mus keep myself busy in order not to think abt my grandma... To be frank, I'm totally not ok emotionally... still will sad when i think abt my ah ma... haiz... n guess wat? I failed my FTT again... sianz... mus jia you liao. if not really wasted time.. haha...
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Wednesday, October 29, 2008
7:36 PM
Very long nvr blog le ba.. been busy with my ah ma de funeral... Still cant believe tt she's gone.. Nvr cry alot coz I don wan my ah ma see me sad... At least not in front of my grandma n other ppl... I rather cry alone.. She treat me e best.. When i'm young, she'll cook dinner for me coz my parents r working.. bring me go temple pray with her.. buy toys for me.. still rmb when i'm older, i always bring her go polyclinic for check ups or bring her go temple.. She'll bring me go eat her fav. vegetarian food.. still rmb her smiles... she nvr scold me before... always worried tt i don have enough money to eat... don have enough to spend.. so much so much abt her... but when she's sick, i didn't spend enough time with her.. didn't care for her enough... wasn't there for her when she needed me... but she still care for me e most... waited for me to see her e last time before she go.. I'm sorry ah ma.. sorry for not being a good grandson... I'll always rmb u.. everything u did for me... I love u... Goodbye ah ma... I'll miss u...
_______________Goodbye, Grandma...
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Friday, October 24, 2008
The Day You Went Away...
5:17 AM
Receive a call this morning at 4.47am.. Initially I don wanna answer de.. coz its a unknown number. But I dono y I go n answer e call.. Its a call from Bright Vision Hospital.. Telling me my grandma has stop breathing on 4.10am this morning.. Its stunning news to me.. coz I jus visited her ytd night.. Still tot of going visit her today after my sch de.. but its too late.. She's been having fever since last week.. until ytd I go see her den pass away today... is she waiting to see me for e last time? I dono.. Whenever I go see her she's always slping, I tried to call her oso no respond, think coz of e medication ba.. make her sleepy all e time... I love u ah ma... Sorry for not visiting u often during my holidays... I love u... going over hospital soon after everyone done washing up...
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Thursday, October 23, 2008
10:19 PM
Jus come back from hospital.. today sch till 5pm.. den after tt go visit my grandma... she's getting weaker day by day... haiz... things r jus not going fine... den i saw my cousin got e Everlast Watch tt I was gonna get. I ask him how much he brought for it den he say is his fren give him de.. den i told him i wanna get one oso.. den u know wat? He gave mi his watch! LOL... so pai seh la... everytime see them either give mi money or buy mi things... den Andrew give mi money oso... haha.. Jus hope things will go well for my grandma.. I love u..
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Wednesday, October 22, 2008
7:27 PM
3rd day of school. Tot can go home at 1pm today but NO! I have CDS from 4pm-7pm! Sianz... this afternoon den found out i got Public Speaking as my CDS for this sem. E class is fun but NO pretty girls again! LOL. another sian thing is mus wait 3 hours for e class lor... nothing to do from 1pm-4pm... ZzZzZz... today 1st CDS class den gonna do presentation soon le.. abitsian la.. coz all is i donodeppl... den diff to talk oso.. haha.. tired after a long day... tmw gonna be a long day too.. 8am-5pm.... haiz... off to shower n slping soon ba.. nitez~
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Tuesday, October 21, 2008
10:59 PM
2nd day of school n i'm already falling slp in class.. lol. jia lat... how am i gonna get through e rest of e week? Sch's really draining e life out of me.
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Monday, October 20, 2008
8:44 PM
1st day of school today. Nothing much. Mostly my classmates from China or Indian. Haha. Alot of smart ppl lor.. den today fall aslp in E-Maths 3 class. LOL. 1st maths lesson fall aslp liao. hahaha. As usual, look at all e pretty girls again! Hahaha. I love sch man! 4 pm end class today, but got interview with course manager so end at 5 plus.. sianz.. den Raymond come sch fetch me back to Sengkang. I initially tot he riding his Phantom sia, but NO! He ride Hayabusa! WOOT! Nice sia e bike. Haha. Go Rivervale Mall eat dinner den go over Wayne's hse take things... Now back at home nothing to do.. sianz... gonna watch Hot Shot epi 13 later.
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Sunday, October 19, 2008
10:21 PM
Do u ever have e feeling of being lost? U dono wat u gonna do next, dono wat u're thinking, saying or doing. U dono wats right from wrong, wats good n wats bad. Jus becoz of some things tt u did unknowingly, u bring hurt or troubles to others. This is jus like The Butterfly Effect. Things changed due to small matters. I'm lost....
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Saturday, October 18, 2008
1:43 PM
Jus read ur blog.. I know u'll like tt song. Thats y i send it to u. Coz I find it very much say out wats our feeling ba.. Sorry..
Finally gonna finish my driving lesson leh... 2 more lesson to complete e revision.. now onli left e FTT n i'm on e way to TP... Haha.. gonna watch all my TV series shows le.. haha.. very long nvr watch le.. btw.. school's gonna start le.. but my time table sux leh.. Thursday 8-5... its 4 hours lab den cannot be late de lor.. some more still don have CDS yet.. den got one subject is 7 credit unit if not wrong.. haiz.. hope its not too diff to study ar.. Jia You!
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Thursday, October 16, 2008
11:53 PM
Yes! Today de driving go very smoothly. Got more confident in today de driving. Went AMK Hub with Pearl to watch Painted Skin. Not a bad show at all. Hehe.. but got nothing to do after tt den she seems so pek chek (which i dislike e most)... sorry la.. don always so pek chek ma.. smile~
AND!!! I've collected my Jay Chou CD! Yes! E cover is so cool lor.. hehe.. got give Jay Chou's Rubik's Cube n Jay Chou's Poker Cards! Haha! N I've edited e song lyrics on my blog plus e song title~
Limited Edition Metal Casing CD, Poker Cards, Rubik's Cube. Cool!
Jay Chou's Poker Cards~
The J's
P.S. - Sham! I know wat u wanna say! BUT PLEASE SHUT UP! Hahaha!
被爱比爱人幸福 所以我要让你幸福
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
1:05 AM
Hmmm.. been going for driving prac these few days.. so far still ok ba.. onli e biting point sometime still cannot catch.. lol.. finally gonna complete my stage 2 de lesson le.. 2 more stage to go! These few days not much entertainment ba.. onli meet some Clique'rz for dinner.. den mj session oso become less le.. lol.. school de time table still haven out yet.. sian de lor... but hope got 1 day don need go sch.. hahaha...
Wake up not long ago le.. waiting for Victor de call.. if not i'm gonna go take scholarship alone.. sob sob... kinda lots of things happen recently ba... is another storm coming?? I hope not.. : (
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Saturday, October 11, 2008
10:48 AM
Morning! Today wake up kinda early. Haha. 9am wake up le.. initially wanna go renew Victor de passport de.. but in e end he apply online so we nvr go.. since I wake up so early den don wanna go back slpleba.. din slp well leh.. haiz.. my neck's pain... sob sob... N u know wat? I made myself breakfast! Haha.. a lazy bum like me will make myself breakfast man.. coz suddenly feels like eating half boiled eggs, bread n milo! Yum Yum~ ^^
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Friday, October 10, 2008
3:23 PM
Omg.. I nearly forget abt wat happen this morning.. I had a nightmare.. This is e same nightmare I had before.. in my dreams theres this crazy psycho guy keep chasing n shouting at me... some more both nightmare quite similar lor.. e 1st time is he keep shouting abt wat end of e world.. e rest i forget abt it.. lol.. today de is i forget wat he was shouting.. but i know he chase me till a forest den dono he burn e forest or wat ar... cant rmb clearly.. strange huh.. almost e same dream.. but dreams r strange rite? Haha.. but this nightmare is making me tired man.. din even slp well lor... hope i don get this dream again... I don mind dreaming abt Hebe, Felicia Chin, Rainie Yang or some other pretty ladies! LOL!!
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2:34 PM
Jus come back from PS.. had lunch with Sham jus now at PS de LJS.. after tt went back CP de cd shop pre-order Jay Chou de CD!! Haha.. His this album sell very good.. haven release stock not enough le.. now world-wide delay release. Should be release on 9th oct de.. but now 15th oct den release.. Got 2 version this time.. Normal de n Limited Edition.. n ofcoz! I brought e LE de.. hahahah... cant wait for his album release!
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Thursday, October 9, 2008
2:55 PM
Alright! Jus wake up! Its gonna be a brand new day! No more emo... no more cry! Smile!
被爱比爱人幸福 所以我要让你幸福
2:34 AM
Jus now trying to clear my smsde inbox... saw e sms u sent me last time.. been reading through each n every one of it... n I dono y tears begin to roll down my eyes.. is it coz of e song I'm listening now? or coz I really feel something? Did I made e right choice to give up our relationship? I dono... I'm so confused now... I know u loved me alot... I'm sorry tt I've hurt u... U're a good girl, I'm e one at fault here... All e things U've done for me... trying to cheer me up when I'm sad... always e one to say sorry 1st when we quarrel... learning how to bake cookies n muffins for me... always waiting for my sms when I ignore u... every little things tt u do...always acting strong when I scold u and when I wanna break up with u... I'm really sorry to have not treasure them when I have e chance... I'm sorry... I really don deserve u being so good to me.. U'll find someone better... U're a strong girl... I'm e weak one... I don really dare to face reality, don dare to face my own feelings... Its too late to regret leba...I'm sorry
-Tuesday- U know wat? I went for e movie in e end.. lol. Coz Christina say Wayne gt go ma.. very long nvr see him le so go lor... but in e end he, Chris n ZL go out instead... -_-... We watch Connected, its not tt bad... after movie went over to Wayne's hse there play basketball. Haha. Very long nvr play basketball liao, kinda fun... play till 3plus am den go home ba... after shower watch Heroes episode 4 n Prison Break episode 7. Nice!
-Wednesday- Boring Wednesday... actually wanna go fishing at Punggol End de... but now raining.. wanna go oso cannot.. sianzzzz... nothing to do again... hope my pay comes in tonight!
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Tuesday, October 7, 2008
1:45 PM
Ahhhh!!! Boring day...
-Sunday- Boring day.. rotting at home for e whole day.. Jarael they all went Party World n Chris's hse for mj at night but I din go. Lazy... n no mood.. haha...
-Monday- Finally went fishing again after so long. This time we went Changi, near e SAF Ferry Terminal. Got bite, but totally no catch. lol. Kinda sian oso... when I reach home I slp quite early leh.. 11plus slp le.. but dono y 1plus den wake up.. lol... btw, Sham, u really slim down liao la... time to tone ur body. lol. Handsome ar!
-Tuesday- Jarael ask us out for movie, but think I'll skip this time. Jus feel like staying at home doing nothing... getting lazier n lazier..... ZzZzZzZz
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Sunday, October 5, 2008
7:26 PM
OMG.... I think I have short term memory.. I cant rmbwat I did on thursday... lol. I think all I do is jus stay at home rot ba.. or did I go play mj?? Ahhh... who cares? I had a boring day tt day...
-Friday- Think I wake up in e afternoon again ba.. went to visit my grandma den went AMK Hub for movie with Christina, William, Raymond, Jarael, Victor. Watched Eagle Eye, its nice but I don get e story line until they explain to me.. Haha! Went Chris's hse for mj session again, dono how many times I've played mj this week. As usual, went home in e morning n slp all e way...
-Saturday- As usual AGAIN, wake up in e afternoon den went Hougang Mall for dinner with e same gang. Went to Power House tt night, 1st time went there. Its fun, e music is nice n e girls r hot! They've got platform for ppl to go up n dance! Seeing e girls dancing on e platform is a form of entertainment.. LOL! Ytd left e place quite early, cozJarael wanna have supper den Victor wanna play mj... so as usual again, went Xing Wang for supper n Chris's hse for mj session. N guess wat? I zhahu again! OMG! This is e 2nd time I've zhagu ever since I know how to play mj. Think its high time for me to stop playing mj for awhile.. Haha.. as usual AGAIN, went home in e morning n slp till now.. lol... Boring Sunday...
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Thursday, October 2, 2008
10:59 PM
Ahhhhhh!!! So boring at home! Nothing to do.. Heroes, Prison Break & Hot Shot haven have new episode yet! Cant wait to watch... Listening to Jay Chou's new album now. NICE! Please support his original album! I'll buy when its out!
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被爱比爱人幸福 所以我要让你幸福
6:22 PM
OMG! I'm getting lazier n lazier! I jus wake up only! Shit.. better tune myself back to my normal sleeping routine... ZzZzZzZz
-Tuesday- eh... nothing much happen today ba.. wake up in a afternoon den went Vivo for a movie with Pearl, watched Mirrors. Its kinda nice actually, horror show.. Pearl is scared throughout e show lor.. haha.. after movie went to Dian Xiao Er for diner with ChunHong, Sharon, Pearl, XueHong, Xue Tao. The 2 Xue was super late lor.. we meet 630pm for dinner they 8pm den reach.. e 4 of us eat finish lelor... den saw Wayne working there selling camera.. kinda long nvr go out with him leba.. been busy working... See u soon k bro!
After Vivode dinner went over to Chrishse for another event.. Christina's birthday dinner.. haha.. I'm suppose to go over de.. but.. u know.. lol. Go over there chit chat play mj awhile with Jarael, William, Raymond den went to Xing Wan cafe for desert again. Call Bird, ZL n Jas along, its Bird Birthday! Happy Birthday Bro! E best part is we cut half a cake for his birthday only, HAHA! Coz e other half he cut with his family at home.. den bring e other half out for us.. haha.. funny right.. after e cut cake session den we all go home lelor.. coz bird sprain his leg den Chris send me n Jarael home.. after tt nothing much leba.. lol
-Wednesday- Happy Children's Day! Happy Birthday Bird! Welcome to the 2X club! hmmm... wake up in e afternoon again (oh man.. lazy me..), went over to Chris's hse den they all plan mj I watch tv... Go for dinner with Raymond at Heartland Mall de Sake Sushi! Its his treat man! Thanks Raymond! He's a nice guy actually.. haha.. at night went to Top One for K session again! This time de K session very short only.. 4 hours.. not enough of singing. But e room was cool man, got disco lights n some more got smoke system lor! But e sound system sux.. lol. After K went to have desert again (Shit! I'm getting fat), actually plan to go Power House coz Raymond still got half a bottle of alcohol there but its close! Den we went to East Coast Park for a drink lor William send us back.. after tt had a little chat with Victor den I slp till now.. lol.
Nintendo Wii Thx Clique'rz!
Sony PlayStation III
Digital Camera
New Clothes!
Driving License I've pass!
CitiBank Clear Card
Pass My Year 2 Sem. 1! iPod Touch
Adidas Watch
Model: HSD 801 Originals 80's watch
Colour: Green
Click here to see pics Everlast Watch (2nd choice) Model: L-115 DG Colour: Black Click here to see pics
Dreams
Become a singer!
Be Happy EVERYDAY!
Become handsome! haha
Become rich! coz i'm broke! :(
Rear a Siberian Husky!
Learn Piano
Learn Hip Pop Dance
To be with u forever
_______________Goodbye, Grandma...
