Saturday, September 13, 2008
12:50 AM
Haiz.. so many things happen recently... sad..-Wednesday-Its 2plus am... while watching Alien 2 on my laptop, I heard noise from my grandma's bedroom. Its her panting sound, I went over to take a look, she was breathless! I tried to wake her up but can't... initially i tot its her blood sugar low coz she din eat much nowadays. After giving her some sweet drinks, she still won't wake up, den I went to take her blood sugar level, her blood sugar is high lor. Den I know something's not right. Faster wake my dad up den we call ambulance, send her to hospital, SGH. At 1st tot its jus normal coz this happen afew times before, everytime she'll wake up after her blood sugar become normal. But this time, No! Doctor tell us this time is serious! Sent her to I.C.A (one level lower den I.C.U), den she's in danger. Doc tell us to be mentally prepare... haiz. She semi conscious, will open her eyes but can't speak. My dad n I stay there for e whole night will evening den go home, my cousins come visit her after hearing e news. Doc ask us to decide to amputate her leg anot coz e virus is spreading n infected her kidney le, now kidney malfunction. But e operation have a high risk due to her age, if she survive e operation, she may suffer from stroke, heart attack n so on. But e only thing I'm scared of is she can't accept e fact tt she lost her leg, coz if amputate is until knee length. But if we don amputate, e virus will spread n she'll slowly pass away. How are we suppose to make a decision? She will confirm say over her lost of leg if amputate, but if she's gotta go, I wanna let her go in one piece, don wanna let her go with a leg gone. Been holding my tears at e hospital until Sham call me, I went to a corner n tell him e situation. After e long day, I finally get home n went to my room n cry my heart out. I really feel sad seeing my grandma lydat, but if u gonna go u gonna go right? I love u ah ma...-Thursday-After jus a few hours of slp, I went for my FTT. And I failed! Haiz, was quite confident at 1st, but never mind.. Went to hospital after tt, she condition still e same... After seeing my grandma, I went to Chris sister de chalet. Had some talk cock session with my Clique'rz. Went home at 4am.-Friday-Wake up early in e morning to send Chun Hong off, another friend enlist again... Go with Sharon n Pearl. After tt e 3 of us to make Sharon's bf watch, visit my ah ma after tt. Thanks for coming girls. Her condition still same.. semi conscious. I really can't bear to see her lydat. Reach home around 7plus, den meet up with Chris n Jareal for chit chat session at SuShen's hse roof garden, our old time favourite hang out place. Now I'm home n I'm blogging... I know u gotta go le, n i accept it. I'll always love u...
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