-Saturday-
Went for dinner with Christina, William, Raymond, Jarael, Chris, Victor at Tian Tian Huo Guo. But something bad happen before e dinner.. Haiz... don wanna talk abt it.. but I'm really sorry... other den sorry I dono wat else I can say... Sorry...

After dinner went for desert with e same gang plus ZL, Bird & Bird's fren. den went to Keppel Bay there slack.. now Keppel Bay 2am they chase u out le lor.. sian... after tt went to a park nearby.. talk cock till 3plus, go for supper. Victor come by hse for a Heart to Heart talk. Haha. really talk alot, reach home 5plus am we talk till 9am den slp.. actually plan to watch F1 de.. but we both slp till 5plus pm den wake up. LOL. Hope I can have more of these Heart to Heart talk with my buddies again.. lol.. Love u guys!

-Sunday-
Nothing much happen today, actually wake up le wanna meet up with Jarael for dinner de, den she say wanna go New York New York, so we meet up with Chris n Raymond at Kovan for dinner. As usual, mj session again.. lol... today play small small de. 10cents, 20 cents.. lol... Now back at home.. gonna go watch my show le.. hehe







hmmm... time to blog again.. haha

-Thursday-
Nothing much happen that day.. watch Hot Shot. It was funny man! Haha... den at night play mj with Pearl, Jarael, Raymond. Went for supper around 1plus den Raymond go home change Wayne play. LOL.

-Friday-
As a result of playing mj will morning 930am. I slept till 330pm den go visit my ah ma with Pearl. Went for driving after tt den meet up with Jarael, Raymond, Pearl for dinner near Chris's hse. Mj at his house after dinner. LOL. Mj week ar... Later maybe going eat steamboat ba. Things still not confirm yet. Ytd pass by Kovan de Mac den Pearl remind me of something.. A few years back with we're still young n childish, I used to "dislike" Jarael.. coz last time still childish ma.. coz of some things she do ma.. but now its a total different story le.. I oso dono since when I've become good friends with her.. lol. But seriously all of us have grown up le.. Now Jarael become more mature n responsible.. Haha. I'm sorry Jarael, for e past. BUT!! I love you NOW!! LOL! Clique'rz ROX!!







Reach home around 2 plus jus now.. Went Party World with Chris, Wayne, Jarael, Christina, William, Raymond. Haha. Had fun singing! Its alot cheaper den Kbox lor, some more e drinks are nicer. Jus now watch Prison Break Season 4 episode 5! Woot! Super nice! 1st 5 episode very exciting liao.. Haha. Den watch Heroes Season 3 sneak preview oso!! GO HEROES! Heroes & Prison Break are e best TV series shows! Haha.







Afew days nvr blog le.. Haha.. lots of events happen!
Clique'rz!

Gottcha!

Clique'rz Broz!

-Sunday-

Slept till late afternoon again after clubbing, den went to Chris hse for mj session again! LOL. Initially I tot only got me & Jarael go over, but in e end most of e Clique'rz come. Haha. Had fun tt night oso, but I still lost mj. Sianz...

-Monday-

Went for driving this afternoon, had 2 lesson today, a total of 4 hours of driving. From 1.05pm drive till 5.20pm, with a 15min break in between. After driving went to see ah ma, today she nvr talk to me, she was sleeping. Its good to see her getting better...

Nothing much happen ytd, went to see my ah ma in e early afternoon but din get e chance to go in her ward. Coz we need to wear mask den there run out den e nurse need go somewhere take, some more i rushing to go driving lesson so only look at her throught e door glass. E nurse say her leg de wound got maggots growing.. haiz.. but now all remove le. Thank god! After driving went to work, working in kitchen. Its so much relaxing den working service, still can talk cock with them in e kitchen.. den on floor super busy we inside kitchen relaxing.. LOL.

This morning went to hospital earlier to see my ah ma. She's looking fine, doing great. Went for driving lesson again jus now. Still can't drive very smoothly leh.. sianz... must practice more. Actually I should go work de, but... LOL. Chat ask me go over Bugis help out, I really don wanna go den I jus tell her my grandma at hospital, I need to go visit her so today can't work. Hahaha.

I guess I'm getting sick again soon, or maybe I haven totally recover yet. Haha. throat feels very dry leh... sian...

I miss you... I know u don't. Coz if I don take e initiative to chat with u, u won't chat with me. Its ok, coz I don mean anything to u anyway. Haven't been talking for weeks le ba, I'm feeling very down with all these problems... really hope u're there for me...







幸福的人只有一种，他们都是快乐的。但是不幸福的人却有很多种，虽然他们都是同样的不开心，可是他们却有着不同的烦恼。







Alright.. Time to blog again...

-Tuesday-
Went SGH see my ah ma in e afternoon, finally she awake! She can recognise me n talked to me, but my dad say its not a good sign. Coz if old ppl is very sick den suddenly they recover, its a sign tt they r leaving us soon. Its kinda like a body reflex thing ba, recover to see ur love ones.. see e world one last time.. At 1st I tot its like no logic, but ZL n Pei Xiu tell me e same thing oso, so maybe its true ba..

Meet up with ZL, Jarael, Wayne for dinner at Kovan. Den went to play pool, Gilbert join us late, as usual. LOL! Den after pool went play basketball with Chris, den after tt Bird send Jarael home den we play Shit-man Dai Dee at Jarael's block. E best part is Bird strike "三万"! lol. He was wrongly accused man. He got put coupon lor, some more not park at season parking slot. Haha.

-Wednesday-
My ah ma change hospital this morning, haven go visit her yet, will visit her tmw morning. Afternoon went back school pay my school fees. Haha. Den go work after tt. I really find working now very boring n no motivation... Things are different without e good old frens.. Later got Man Utd match! Will I be watching? If I haven fall aslp ba...







Went SuShen's hse roof garden with Chris, Jarael, Wayne, Shao Qi, Gilbert ytd. Almost every Moon Cake Fes. we'll go there play ba. Haha. Played sparkle, candles... take afew pics too. After Qi go den Bird join us... den we play Shit-man Dai Dee again.. lol.. Whole time favourite game! Qi enlisted this morning, wonder how is he now.. haha.. take care Qi!




Nice right? Done by Wayne

Take a closer look...

Done By: Jarael, Chris, Wayne, Shao Qi, Me







Alot of things happen.. Haiz.. will cut short all stories ba..

-Saturday-
Went to Vivo with Chris & Jarael to buy Jarael's stuff, after tt went to get Christina her birthday gift. Den went to SGH see my ah ma again.. Victor join us there as well. Things r still e same, awake but not talking. At night we went to Christina's chalet, as usual play mahjong.. eat.. talk cock.. after so long this is e 1st time I zha hu. WTF! Mus be my mood affecting me.. haiz.. but its ok.. stay there till this morning den get home...

-Sunday-
Get some slp after e chalet, den go visit my ah ma at around 1pm lydat.. today my whole family go over, if I nvr ask my mum go I don think she will even give a damn. My aunt come back from HK le, den go visit her.. her family members most gt go.. Initially I tot my ah ma will go after she saw my aunt, but now still ok, so thank god! Went to China Town for late lunch, den now back at home blogging. Maybe later will go out with Clique'rz ba..







Haiz.. so many things happen recently... sad..

-Wednesday-
Its 2plus am... while watching Alien 2 on my laptop, I heard noise from my grandma's bedroom. Its her panting sound, I went over to take a look, she was breathless! I tried to wake her up but can't... initially i tot its her blood sugar low coz she din eat much nowadays. After giving her some sweet drinks, she still won't wake up, den I went to take her blood sugar level, her blood sugar is high lor. Den I know something's not right. Faster wake my dad up den we call ambulance, send her to hospital, SGH. At 1st tot its jus normal coz this happen afew times before, everytime she'll wake up after her blood sugar become normal. But this time, No! Doctor tell us this time is serious! Sent her to I.C.A (one level lower den I.C.U), den she's in danger. Doc tell us to be mentally prepare... haiz. She semi conscious, will open her eyes but can't speak. My dad n I stay there for e whole night will evening den go home, my cousins come visit her after hearing e news. Doc ask us to decide to amputate her leg anot coz e virus is spreading n infected her kidney le, now kidney malfunction. But e operation have a high risk due to her age, if she survive e operation, she may suffer from stroke, heart attack n so on. But e only thing I'm scared of is she can't accept e fact tt she lost her leg, coz if amputate is until knee length. But if we don amputate, e virus will spread n she'll slowly pass away. How are we suppose to make a decision? She will confirm say over her lost of leg if amputate, but if she's gotta go, I wanna let her go in one piece, don wanna let her go with a leg gone. Been holding my tears at e hospital until Sham call me, I went to a corner n tell him e situation. After e long day, I finally get home n went to my room n cry my heart out. I really feel sad seeing my grandma lydat, but if u gonna go u gonna go right? I love u ah ma...

-Thursday-
After jus a few hours of slp, I went for my FTT. And I failed! Haiz, was quite confident at 1st, but never mind.. Went to hospital after tt, she condition still e same... After seeing my grandma, I went to Chris sister de chalet. Had some talk cock session with my Clique'rz. Went home at 4am.

-Friday-
Wake up early in e morning to send Chun Hong off, another friend enlist again... Go with Sharon n Pearl. After tt e 3 of us to make Sharon's bf watch, visit my ah ma after tt. Thanks for coming girls. Her condition still same.. semi conscious. I really can't bear to see her lydat. Reach home around 7plus, den meet up with Chris n Jareal for chit chat session at SuShen's hse roof garden, our old time favourite hang out place. Now I'm home n I'm blogging... I know u gotta go le, n i accept it. I'll always love u...







有一天，天爱上了海，可是应为天和海之间的距离，还有隔在他们中间的空气，天无法把他的爱遗传达给海。天很伤心，他心里也很明白，海是永远不会看上他的。

应为在海的身边有很多比天还要美丽的事物。海的身边总是环绕着美丽的蝴蝶、芬芳的花、漂亮的鸟儿、还有那强而有劲的风。美丽的蝴蝶会在海的身旁飞来飞去，芬芳的花会在海的身边散发迷人的花香。漂亮的鸟儿会用他那清脆的歌声唱歌给海听，而风就会时时刻刻守在海的身旁陪着她。

但是天呢？天什么也不能做，他只能远远的望着海，默默的暗恋她，希望她幸福，快乐。

天好想对海说一声：“海！我爱你！”就算会被海拒绝，他也不会后悔，至少能让海注意到他。可是天那微弱的声音总是传不到海的耳力。

于是天哭了，泪水落在海里，即使不能相爱，天也要把灵魂寄托给海，希望海会幸福。







Finally I'm home! Was drench lor.. by Shaun. Thanks ar Shuan! lol. Today was Zhou Ming's last day at fishy.. haiz.. why does everyone have to go? They have water war again jus now.. lol. I tot I wont get involve coz I did not bring any extra clothes, but in e end I still kena. Lucky this time was not so jialat as last time.. During my generation at fishy our war was much more jialat.. all e sauces.. ice water.. dirty water.. all anyhow fly.. lol. I'll miss u Ming Ge! If I got pass by Great World City I'll go visit u.. Goodbye my fren... Alright.. gonna go shower now.. I'm freezing!

P.S - I wan my voice back!! I wanna sing!







Jus come back from work.. n u know wat? I cut myself jus now.. Nabei.. very deep cut leh... haiz... when u r suay ar.. all e suay things will happen one shot. haha. I hope my suay-ness faster go away! Alright.. gonna go apply medi le.. sob sob...







Haven't update my blog recently.. alot of things happen ar.. haiz..

-Friday-
Went to Chris's hse play mj in e afternoon den meet up with Jinbo, Sharon, Xue Hong they all at JP for dinner, had Crystal Jade! Jinbo finally come back visit us! Haha. after dinner den went back to Chris's hse play mj again. lol. Nothing much happen...

-Saturday-
This is where all e fun comes in! Went to Alvin's 21st Birthday at Bukit Batok Mac! 1st time i had a birthday party in Mac. lol. It was fun, alot of food n toys ar. Haha. After tt went to town n have dinner with Jinbo, Sharon, Coral, Xue Hong, Chun Hong, Pearl at Heeren's Fish & Co. E place is not bad den they got platter for 4 leh. Haha. But its ex! Coz its Chun Hong's birthday too so we sabo him, made him stand on e chair n do Fish & Co. birthday rap for him. lol. Later tt night went Phuture with my Clique'rz & Fishy gang. It was fun at 1st but hell in e end! Drink, dance, chit chat. I totally don rmb wat happen towards e end of e party lor. And I lost my precious Adidas watch! Fucking hell... all I rmb is after i realize I lost my watch I cried n cried over it, I'm really sorry to have lost my watch. But I don wan this to happen de ma, really not purposely de. Sorry. I hope I can find back my watch again, coz its really precious... haiz. so careless of me. Although I'm drunk, I can still rmb I did sms her something... But i type e most impt word wrongly.. Bloody hell... wanna tell her something oso type wrong.. haiz.. "love" can type till "joke" Nabei... I really am a lousy, careless, stupid guy.. haiz... N someone push me down e stairs n I sprain my left leg!

-Sunday-
This is where all e nightmare comes... Vomited for one whole day at home! Never been so drunk before lor. I don rmb drinking alot leh, oso dono why will drunk till lydat. Vomit n cry, vomit n cry. haiz.. my watch... my heart really hurts when i lose it.. sorry.. really very sorry... my head hurts too... sob sob..

-Monday-
I finally feels better n I can blog le! But my head still feels very heavy... later still need to go work lor.. cant find replacement... when ppl find me replace I on one.. now I need ppl replace not even a reply... But thanks Mark for helping me check schedule n find replacement... still gt abit feels like vomiting... haiz...







I"m becoming more n more like a pig... Been slping till afternoon den wake up.. Haha... BUT!! I had e best dream ever.. hope this dream will come true... Hehe..

Later going JP meeting Sharon they all for dinner with Jinbo!! Haha.. finally he's back, but for onli afew days. He's leaving this Sunday, he jus come back to celebrate Chun Hong's birthday before he go in NS... Should I say I'm jealous or wat? lol... Can't wait to see him!

I dreamt tt she went Mac to study with me together, everyday.. Haha. This is e funny part, we kissed! OMG! E feeling is so... indescribable! But things jus happen strangely in my dreams, but dreams r sometimes strange right? Haha. I really miss u 小公主







I'm SICK!! Flu.. sore throat.. I totally no voice le.. saded.. going work later.. dono how to speak with customer ar... haiz...

Went swimming n suana with Chris n Shao Qi in e afternoon, haha. Had alot of fun ar.. 3 big guys playing around in e swimming pool.. lol. After tt meet Wayne at Kovan for dinner n bowling, its fun to play bowling once in awhile ba.. its so ex to play bowling! But I enjoyed myself la.. haha.







Jus come back from work.. in kitchen today.. its kinda fun.. haha.. really miss e good old days working in kitchen... later going out with Chris they all to my auntie's condo for gym n swimming... I mus get fit man! Always gt ppl say I fat.. haiz... saded... Wanna go watch 原来我不帅 now le...

小公主... I'm missing u... I know u wont miss me, but if there's a tiny little bit of u missing me, I'll be happy...

P.S. I'm sick... :(







Jus come back from work.. not so tiring today.. lucky still can remember everything.. haha.. tot I'll forget all... Finally worked with her today.. hehe.. its not bad.. although we didn't talk much, but seeing her smile is enough to brighten up my day. Hehe. Driving today was fun, but always keep forget check blind spot la.. clutch in too early la.. blah blah blah... haha.

Its fun working with u... really like e feeling of u being around me... love to see ur smiles... love to hear e cute voice of yours... love everything about u... you're e love of my life...







Went to PS with Victor n Chris to have dinner jus now, e 2 best bros of mine, ate Ichiban Sushi.. Haha. It was nice.. but had to let Vic pay for me again.. haiz.. I promise when i get my pay I'll treat him back! Talk quite alot of cock with them oso.. haha.. its always fun to chit chat with my frens. E most surprising thing is tt she sms me!! I've not sms her for abt 2 or 3 days le ma.. haha.. she told me tmw she's working too! Should I say I'm excited? Or crazy! lol.

Yuan Jie
29-02-1988
杰

- Lyrics -

- 勇气 -

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定

我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心

如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急更害怕错过你

Wish List

Nintendo Wii Thx Clique'rz!
Sony PlayStation III
Digital Camera
New Clothes!
Driving License I've pass!
CitiBank Clear Card
Pass My Year 2 Sem. 1!
iPod Touch
Adidas Watch
Model: HSD 801 Originals 80's watch
Colour: Green
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Everlast Watch (2nd choice)
Model: L-115 DG
Colour: Black
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Dreams

Become a singer!
Be Happy EVERYDAY!
Become handsome! haha
Become rich! coz i'm broke! :(
Rear a Siberian Husky!
Learn Piano
Learn Hip Pop Dance
To be with u forever

Tainted Voices

Past

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