Haiz... now so late le i still awake... Just now study till headache den wanna try to get some slp.. but once i lie on my bed i cant fall aslp.. keep tossing n turning around... Drinking some Baileys now.. hoping it will get me "drunk" so I'm able to slp better.. haha.. silly me..
She sms me jus now!! haha.. ask me if tmwI'm working anot.. but sadly... my schedule sucks! only get to work on thurs 6pm-1030pm. tot she'll be working on thurs but... NO! Ronna change her thurs schedule to fri... Nydiah told me they need ppl to work on fri.. but guess i wont be working, coz i really need time to study all my subjects! Time is running out for me!
As for me n her, i can only say we 有缘无份.. she's working on tue but I'm not. I'm working on thurs but she's not. We 有缘 to know each other, but 无份 to work with each other. But, i wont give up on her, coz 缘份是掌握在自己的手里! Haha
Since i cant stop thinking of her, i might as well talk abt her. Know her a few months back, heard abt her from jinbo before she even started working (coz when got new girls come work, jinbo will inform me. LOL). After she start working, i din get e chance to work with her, but i did see her afew times. E 1st impression i get from her is "OMG! This girl is so cute n pretty! Wonder if I'll ever get e chance to know her..", but i know i wont have e chance to really know her coz i know alot of ppl at fishy is chasing her, I'm not better den any of them cozI'm not eye catching enough.. not handsome.. I feel kinda inferior compare to them. So i din take e initiative to talk to her. Still rmb e 1st time she talk to me, was in fishy office. I forget wat i was doing inside, n she walked in getting smt i think, den she ask me "You're not working lear?". haha. Was so shocked when she talked to me. N i told her I'm studying now n my sch end quite late so cant work. Tell u, my heart was beating damn fast tt time!
Haha, but den, (i tot) she and my best buddy got something going on. so din take any action. lol. Recently den i found out tt my buddy is chasing another girl at his workplace. So (i tot) my initial mind set is wrong! haha. Den one day while starring at my laptop's screen, she come online. N i dono where e hell i get e courage from, i talk to her. Thing turn out fine, (n i managed to get her phone number! lol.) So had been sms-ing with her since tt day, n i din expect myself to fall for her tt deeply. I dono her at all to begin with, dono whats wrong with me too. haha.
Den later get to read her blog, found out tt she actually had feelings for my buddy.. in my heart, i know i cant replace my buddy or her ex. n there's no more room in her heart for me to stay too.
Initially i tot I'm very happy with my single life.. but, when loves come it jus happen rite? I cant deny the fact tti've fallen for her. Knowing things might not have a happy ending for me, I'll still tell her tt I love her someday, coz i don wanna regret not telling her. No wonder ppl say, Love is blind. haha.
Wonder how many shots of Baileys have i drink... its still not enough to get me drunk or make me sleepy... I'm still awake...
Nintendo Wii Thx Clique'rz!
Sony PlayStation III
Digital Camera
New Clothes!
Driving License I've pass!
CitiBank Clear Card
Pass My Year 2 Sem. 1! iPod Touch
Adidas Watch
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Dreams
Become a singer!
Be Happy EVERYDAY!
Become handsome! haha
Become rich! coz i'm broke! :(
Rear a Siberian Husky!
Learn Piano
Learn Hip Pop Dance
To be with u forever
